She is the only thing that you've done right

Oh, such strange night! 

Your feel pain but your heart is sure. You are thinking about the past, about days a long time ago. It feels like years though it is'not.

The tears just keep coming and you know what you need and you know how far away is.

You need love like every beating heart on this planet. You need to love and love back or at least appreciated.

You need to feel you are the perfect one and when you aren't you start to feel desperate and uncomfortable because there are so many hard things you should do to reach perfection. You are so unsure about yourself whether you could or not! 

But I will say you can! you definitely can. I want to remember the first time you feel about her when you wondered how lovely she is.

When you were so unsure to step forward and reveal your feelings

And it was so obvious for people around you; you couldn't hide it.

You took the chance and started a conversation, you wanted to know her. Yeah, you were so impatient. you felt so angry when flirting didn't work. She brought an innocent alibi when you asked about her number:)

But you didn't give up; you thought about her every night and finally, you were sitting next to her talking about what a relationship should look like.

and things started. You were so in a rush that you were messing things. You made her angry. I know it was your first experience and you were so unfamiliar about girls. You read stuff on the web and then try ways to figure out things but it didn't work sometimes.

There were days you were on the clouds and times you were so depressed you couldn't concentrate on work.

Now I look at them with pity, 

So this is how you are here, Now you are different you are saner but still, you are not perfect. She wants something more.

She asked for a closer and you know you could be better if you have time so you propose a simple friendship. 

You want to continue the connection so you could figure out your weakness.

It is good that you don't give up! Yeah, you are so motivated.

I know you feel unsure, you feel kind of desperate.Your love for her seems not a good thing and you are thinking not to love anymore but don't do that. Let time to make things right. I hope your friendship continue. :)

I hope bests for both of you.

She is the only thing that you've done right.